Im kind of depressed and I have a hard time posting (yes, me), each time I want to reply to something I just dont, but I dont want you to think Im ignoring this thread, thank you all for your kind words, I'm just having a bad moment and Im not very cheerful.
Indeed, I got in honor list again, with a solid semester grade of 90%, I got 100% on my thesis with mention of honor, it is all so great, I cant seriously understand why I feel so bad, maybe its just not enough for me? I dont know I shut up, thanks though.