Don't feel bad, Dragonstar... I don't like my voice either.
It's like, with my speaking style my voice could almost be kind of elegant and eloquent sounding... except that it's too high-pitched, soft, ditzy, and breathy-sounding. (And not like sexy Marilyn Monroe breathy either, but more like "Help, I'm not getting enough oxygen" breathy.)
And then there's my tendency to mispronounce words, and to stutter and stammer. Every time we had to read stuff aloud in class, I would start frantically thinking up excuses to leave class for a while.
Peace & Luv, Liz