hmm it sounds weird, but me and ju are actually feeling better...well in the sense that we know he was given every chance, infact he was given more than that considering he wasnt even supposed to be alive...but we wont go into that. he had a short but good little life, he struggled but he gave it his best shot and so did we. we have happy memories.
but it doesnt feel real. it just feels like lisa has got him tonight and i'll see him 2moro...but i wont.