The bad
-> Needing the most important someone in your life next to you to go through one of the most horrible moments of your life, and realizing how selfish you are for not being there for that someone in his worst moment but instead wishing in your favor
-> even though it's not your fault, you still feel responsible for your parents actions, and which is worse being the consequence of many of their mistakes
-> realizing you're not as strong as you think, or this really seems to be biggest harm in your greatest weakness
-> horrible day, not because of work but because of family stuff
-> tired and stressed out for tomorrow, while you don't know how to get even through the night
-> having to cry alone and in silence
The good
-> Having the hope that even all seems bad, there is still few ones that do care for you and are capable of loving you for your worst and your best moments

-> my pillow and my puppies... I can hug them anytime
