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Started by Rosella, April 12, 2005, 02:55:00 PM

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Lollotte

My namesake is the one you'll love to hate
Maybe it's because she's different--not the same
And such an identity satisfies my artistic brain...
I love King's Quest!
It's insane!


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er.. um... so hows it going Kelsey? XD
How was school today? ::)




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Rosella

Finally, someone taking the hint. :P This whole post is going to be a bunch of emotional blah-ness. It'll probably be repetitive and self-piteous, but I really need to say all of it.

Today was just...stressful. There are people I'm never going to see again. There are already people I've seen for the last time. There are people who practically couldn't wait to run out of my life, and only a select few who acted like they wanted to stay.
A year has passed
The seasons go

A long time ago, we had to pick 4 people in the classroom, and write nice things about them. I was really excited about it, and wrote honest feelings inside jokes for my friends, and I gave heartfelt compliments to people I really hoped I'd get to know over the year. The second part of it was to write something nice about someone in your row. I have a two-person row, so it was pretty obvious who I was writing about there. He had annoyed me to death most of the year, but I still managed to put something nice and true down.
Please just don't play with me
Today, my teacher typed all of them up and gave them to the people they were written about. On average, you'd end up with 4 true comments and one forced. :P I ended up with "You're really smart;" "She's really creative and her poems are brilliant," and "She's an awesome with grammar rules." ;P The second one seemed like it was from someone who at least sort of knew me, but the others were just...to take up space in someone's journal entry. I saw all of my friends get at least compliments on who they are. Nicole had 6 or 7 compliments, and they all had a real meaning. I just felt really....blah. I didn't even get a compliment from Nicole.
My paper heart will bleed
It's like...I don't feel like I really fit in. I'm not in the nerd group, because I'm too...social and preppy. I'm not in the prep group because I'm too...non-atheletic and nerdy. XD I'm never the go-to person. I'm not the person people want to invite to parties. I'm not the person people think of. I'm not the girl people have crushes on. I'm a girl in the background.
Simple things, that make you run away
I'm trying so hard to say I'm overreacting, but I love these people...Even the people that have taken advantage of me the entire year, they were still a part of my life. The best friends I've ever gone to school with were all in my classes this year. This whole year holds so much for me, and I don't want it to change...
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer

The two people that I know and will be going to school with next year....it's just so weird. I won't be on the same bus as them. I won't be in most of the same classes. I want so much to take comfort in knowing them, but when I go into my French class, or most likely my other classes, I WILL be the only person I know. I know meeting new people isn't as bad as I fear it will be, but I just....don't want to lose the people I already have.
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend


Fear my loosely-tied-together-by-song-lyrics post. :P I guess, to sum it all up...I wish people valued me as much as I value them... :-\
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Yonkey

Don't worry about it. :) They probably didn't write anything good because they just saw it as some cheesy assignment, rather than something important. :P Besides, I'm sure once they read what you wrote about them, they must have been feeling really guilty about not putting the same effort into it.

Also, you'll make new friends.  I moved schools quite a bit when I was a kid.  The people I knew from grades 1-4 were gone when I switched schools for grades 5-8.  They again disappeared for grades 9 & 10, and then again I moved for grades 11-OAC (OAC is like a grade 13, but they got rid of that a few years back XD).  Then again in university I knew people from 1st year to 3rd year, but I took a year off, so everyone I knew graduated when I came back last year.  And since I didn't finish all of 4th year this last year, all the people I met last year again will be gone when I start up again in September.

Eventually, you just get used to it.  I made tons of good friends in all my previous jobs between school years, none of them wanted me to leave, but obviously I had to in order to move on with my future.  It'll be the same for you.  True friends will last forever no matter what, but acquaintances will never be anything more than acquaintances.
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Deloria

Kelsey it's okay *hugs* what Neil said. It will get better and you will meet new people.

BTW, how was the awards ceremony?
 
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Rosella

All of my friends got like 10 awards. I got the least important one, for doing well at the science olympiad. ;P It's about as important as the spelling bee and geography bee, but I didn't leave the school. :P Also, everyone got all of these awards for having good moral fiber, and I didn't. :P
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Deloria

 
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Jafar

Awards or no awards, you'll always be a winner in my book. ;D
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Rosella

It was actually kind of funny; Sherie's parents got mad at her for not getting my award. :P
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Yonkey

#1251
Heh, don't worry about it.  I never got awards in elementary school or high school either. :P  Actually, I got an award for Grade 12 Physics, but I hated that course the following year and in First Year as well. XD

Yes, believe it or not, I never got awards in any computer course, because there was always someone that studied a tiny bit harder than me, or ended up getting slightly higher marks.  But obviously, it doesn't bother me.  They can have their silly awards, because I've achieved much more through this team, than I could ever dream. XD
"A wish changes nothing. A decision changes everything."

Deloria

 
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Yonkey

Quote from: Deloria on June 15, 2006, 09:58:38 AM
Like having your pic on a desktop? :P
LOL!  That's more of a nightmare than a dream. ;-D
"A wish changes nothing. A decision changes everything."

Rosella

Guess what? I'm posting at school! Nikki says hi. :P
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It's funny how you find you enjoy your life when you're happy to be alive.

Yonkey

"A wish changes nothing. A decision changes everything."

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Deloria

 
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Here's a 'logna
There's a 'logna
And another little 'logna
Fuzzy 'logna
Funny 'logna
'Logna 'logna
Duck
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Deloria

What does a duck have to do with anything?
 
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